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| 04:39pm 08/05/2006 |
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mood:  confused
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I need to vent somewhere because im such a fucking loser and so bloody confused!! ok ill start from the beginning.
I work in a bar part time and my boss is always looking at ways to save money. his latest idea was to get some foreign workers in to do some work experience on an exchange programme. This meant that they came and worked for no pay but didnt speak much english except maybe 3 out of the 6. Three were to work in the kitchen and three to work serving food and drinks. everyone in work didnt think much of it they were nice people and fun to work with. so on their last shift last thursday we decided to take them out a nite on the town.
I had found out that one of the girls really liked me but honestly i am a nice guy so i decided i wouldnt try anything because i have a lovely girlfriend. Anyway we started out drinking an my girlfriend foned to say she couldnt make it. not really sure what happened but i eventually ended up kissing the other girl. i only kissed her and i know that doesnt make it any better. before they left to go back to Lithuania they came into work and she left me her number and email address. but the thing is i cant stop thinking about her. i love my girlfriend so much i have a holiday booked with her and everything but i cant get this other girl out my head. im so fucking stupid. im so confused and my girlfriend thinks im mad at her cause im acting weird.
feel free to leave comments i just needed to get this all off my chest. but please dont tell me im an idiot and stuff cause i know that im being a d**k to my girlfriend |
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| O.o i like using titles that dont explain what im talking about.... |
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| 10:32am 24/04/2006 |
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mood:  cheerful
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Hey hey. got a couple of stories to tell. Havent had a chance to write here because i have like 4weeks left of university so of course its been uber hetic. I done a sub-crawl about 3 weeks ago. theres a sub-way that travels all over glasgow so instead of a normal pub crawl u use the subway to take u to the next pub. soooo much fun. however, 13 pubs later two stops from the end some guys decided to pick a fight with us. Now me an my friends are pretty easy goin we dont usually fight so when other people try to fight u it is really hard for u to inflict pain unless ur really provoked. anyways we backed off an they threw the odd punch then they got a metal pole -.- 6 hours waiting in hospital later and everyone was fine. i came out worst with my head having to be glued. i so wish just one or two of my friends were violent then we wouldnt have gut hurt it wouldve been them. i forgot to say we outnumbered them 8-3 damn our kind nature. i think ive probably got a scar now.
just finished my group university project. its the main reason i havent posted. had to design a detailed plant proces of the production of formaldehyde from methanol and air. its not as hard as you think but some of the details are time consuming and can have more than one solution. we all seperated the tasks and everything was fine until we came to hand in the project. turns out someone had been copying another group.....now with my l337 skills (i designed the process) i had it different from every other group so all his calculations were wrong -.- 4 hours of me doing his section and i had it all fixed. my group thinks i totally rock :p. omg i think this is the longest post ive ever made. well so u dont just start to skip over this bored out your nut. ill finish here. |
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| 10:53pm 22/03/2006 |
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mood:  content
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Hey O. Im posting again. im gettin good at this. i force myself onto the computer to do university work which is working out well. Ive done an assignment that was putting me under a bit of stress and feel pretty confident about it. i thought since i was on the computer anyway i might as well post here. Nikki's birthday is this saturday. i bought her a holiday to spain so i dont need to get her something really but i want to get her a little something cause i already gave her the holiday. ideas would be helpful? ;) i ordered some new parts for my car today. need to improve the suspension for a smoother ride :p guess thats all im really gonny say for now. feeling pretty good right now. |
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| 04:29pm 11/03/2006 |
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Whoa its been ages since ive been here O.o. Mainly cause ive been really busy ive not been able to get online never mind updating my old journal. I only have time now because im updating music tracks ect. I cant remember what my last entry said its been so long. well basically im in my third year of university studying chemical engineering O.o. its hard. ive got a long term girlfriend of a year and a half shes amazing. i have a fiat brava which i find modifying in any way i can with my limited budget. Got alloy wheels full sound system, undercar lighting, interior lighting, dvd player, sat nav, hopefully a fridge soon too but thats a work in progress. ive booked my holiday for this year. going to gran canaria (sp) two weeks in september got an awesome deal. gin camping in july too. Omg im 21 this year gonny have a big party in the town im from should be good. Still have my bar job which is gonny get really good on march 26th when the smoking ban gets introduced. No more smokey pubs :D IM starting to learn chanter too now. not exactly had a lesson yet but i fully intend too go when im not working. thatll start next friday actually. anyhoo i suppose thats me updated pretty much so ill leave it there. hope u are all well. |
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| 12:16am 29/02/2004 |
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whoa this is unusal. its all so unfamilair(sp) anyway i thought i'd update because lots of signs have been pointing to LJ...it seems weird and im not superstious but i thought i would post anyway. got a new LJ friend someone that knows Sammi. so yeah life :s \universities not so bad u have to put a lot of work in but once u get into a routine things are pretty good. my driving lessons are going really well. once i pass my theory part of the test my instructor is gonny put me in for my actual driving test then all i need is a car which is kool! no change in the love life department. il never understand women. i finally got the courage to ask Nicola why she had changed her mind about going out with me. she said "i wasn't her type i was too nice" now i dont know what the hell that means was i meant to slap her around a bit? but im past it we can still have fun as friends just need someone else to get close too =\
still job-hunting since they closed down part of the bar i was working in so they coudnt employ me no more. im hoping to get a job in the stables bar or in the bar at the golf club either would be good and ill find out next month for both. so my money situation is bad but my parents are helping out lots which helps so i can still go out with friends.for now im just biding my time hoping to pass my driving....hoping to pass my first year at university.....hoping to pass the grade to get a job above the other hopefuls.......lifes full of hopes. luckily u cant get disappointed all the time thats what im clinging too and my targets arent that high so things should be ok.thats all
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| 12:05am 24/12/2003 |
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mood:  silly
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ok so i went to the Zoo yesterday and three of the penguins escaped -.- there was guys hunting them for ages an couldnt catch them :p. i got one cornered in the entrance to the reptile hut an one of the guys netted it ^_^ so we went to celebrate with some ice cream....and this guy came in to rob the store -.- he was shouting an waving a baseball bat. my friend steve ran up behind him an smacked on the head an he went down like a sack of potatoes.then on the bus journay home the driver hit some dog -.- everyone was really shocked but this one guy started giving it mouth to mouth an it revived!!!.......who actually believed a word of this after like the robbery? omg my life is dull =\ would be kinnda kool if that stuff happened to me but alas! it doesnt. the only thing that happened today was that i saw the new LOTR film. it was really good worth waiting for ^_^ i saw with my pal Hunter cause he foned me up yesterday which is kool cause i havent saw him in ages. i wore my santa through town too :D i met him there an he was like wtf??? take that off an i was like no!! its kool! ^_^ then when we were walkin down the street ppl were laughing an smiling so we started laughing too :P was a pretty good day i guess im real tired now tho. thats all
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| 03:05pm 21/12/2003 |
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dam u are lucky two posts in two days! well nothin really big had happened since yesterday so this is gonny be like a lame journal entry O.o well today i had my driving lesson and it went really well ^_^ thats me booked my next ten lessons which would take me up to 20 by february. i csan do a 3point turn, hill start, junctions pretty good and reversing round a corner :) way kool. i think ill sit my theory test soon cause itll be easy. *eats a milkybar munchie*(saw pix do that with coke in her post so i thought i'd steal it :p) its gettin good weather now :) cold so hopefully itll snow soon. it would be kool to get a white christmas again. um....dunno what else to write guess thats all ya gettin :p
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| 04:23pm 20/12/2003 |
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ok i just updated today and it never even worked -.- now i have to remember everything i said and type it out again *sighs* ok firstly University just finished for christmas which is good but i never handed two pieces of work in whch i was meant to -.- its not really my fault the first guy asked me to meet him so i emailed him an he told me when but he nvr said where an i dunno where his office is. i waited in the computing labs that he teaches us in but he nvr showed up so i couldnt do anthing -.-. and the second guy nvr showed up for his last lecture of the year. i waited for him in the class and he nvr showed up either.bah thats all my university ranting done.....
my drivings goin good ^_^ um....*covers chelsa's eyes* i was drunk last week the night before my lesson ^_^ then i got up an went driving at 9:00 but....my instructor asked if i'd been practicing cause my driving was so good ^_^ yay go me!i have another lesson tomoz and im really enjoying them now. i wore a santa hat in Uni on thurs too ^^ it was fun cause everyone was smiling at me ^^ they were probs laughing but i didnt care cause i was makin them smile. christmas is looming an i always get depressed rite now =\ i actually like christmas cause of the booze an presents an family an parties an stuff but i hate the build up an the fact that i nvr have any money. someone should just give me a freaking job -.- thats another thing i havent sorted im still un-employed and without any money -.- need some for new year or theres gonny be no drunken zergy about which wouldnt be kool. *erases las bit from chelsa's mind* well thats all i got. sorry if i find out that the other post actually did work an just took ages to load. if it did.....sorry -.-
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| 04:47pm 26/11/2003 |
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mood:  giggly
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Yeah so the thing is ive been uber busy >< University is so dam tiring and hard. i have been online but i just havent had time to sit an write out an update here. its not like i had anything interesting to say anyway. hmmmm last big thing to happen....i dunno. Nicola's bday was good fun that was the 5th of november we got an hours ride in a Limo ^^ then we went to a few bars an stuff it was good! ive not failed any tests in University yet which is good :) sat three passed three :) but some of my lectures are really boring :( ive been skipping the worst ones cause they give u notes so u really dont have to go if u can read them ok urself :) i saw an accident scene last week too :( some old lady got knocked down an when i went by in the bus the ambulance was just driving away and there was blood on the road :( i dunno if shes ok but it was in the paper an stuff. i also got my microphone set-up ^^ so if u havent heard me an u talk to me on msn just ask i think ive talked to everyone now tho O.o lastly Pix wants to play me at secks soccer O.o shes talkin about it in chat i think i might have to hide from FS for like ever now.....
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| 10:48pm 14/10/2003 |
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mood:  exhausted
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Bah! im posting again *pokes kanos* University is tiring me out and takin all my free time. I get up at 7:30 goto Uni (everyday cept sat/sun) come home about 2 oclock sometimes later an practice my theory driving tests. im doin pretty well in them actually i think ill book my theory test soon. Me an Nicola arent gony go out =\ sucks cause i felt so lost for like a week, but then i figured we nvr actually went out she only said she would so nothins really changed an she still comes round to see me an stuff so meh(dont wanna get more into it in case i start bitching) gonny start lookin for a job soon cause my money is slowly becomin zero O.o
dam ive forgotten what else i was gonny say....um...*mumbles/Uni/lovelife/job/drivin /mumbles* Oh yeah Nicolas friend Alex helped me a lot when i was feeling down. really like her shes funny. oh and one last thing my friend Lynsey has a date this weekend ^_^ that makes me happy cause shes been kinnda down since her exams way bak in june/july. shes seems really hyper an happy i hope things go well for her.
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| 02:48pm 03/10/2003 |
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this will be my last update for some time i think. some real bad stuff happened that i dont wanna talk about an its got me feeling realy done :( also university is gonny take up lots of my time ill probs still get on msn quite a bit tho. dont make a fuss an dont ask if i wanted to tell u then i will when i see u |
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| 02:08pm 24/09/2003 |
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havent updated in like forever ^_^ been busy with uni an um...well nothin really just nvr felt like saying anything i guess. Nicola's away sailing :O stil dont know what she feels or thinks or anything =\ im still just gonny wait i know u might think im dumb for waiting but i really think shes not just playing with me ...i dont know ....all i know is it would be worth it! i start University next week i have an induction thing this friday tho. quite nervous but i guess id be dumb not to be. oh yea i also have my first driving lesson tomoz ^_^ im gonny crash hehe. ok so i just told u like so much i should really have posted earlier but like i said i nvr really felt like it. oh last thing im goin away this weekend with my cousins to some caravan park should be fun i got drunk last year and iwas underage this year im not underage so im gonny get wasted ^_^ well thats all
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| 07:50pm 07/09/2003 |
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ok so ive been painting lots to help Nicola shes painting a lot to help her neighbours :s. an its really tiring thats y i havent updated. i wasnt gonny today neither but im waitin to see if she comes online so ive nothin better to do :p. still nothin happening between us =\ i wish i knew what she was thinkin it would make things so much easier.ive got lottsa paint all over my arms now its really hard to get off gonny have to scrub real hard in the shower O.o i am really too tired to write anything else so thats it
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| 06:39pm 06/09/2003 |
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mood:  cranky
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OMG!! u guys are really strange!! (Andrew+Sammi)u love each other! jeeze! what u do is tell each other whats happenin in ur lifes. good AND bad. dont u realise how lucky u are? out of the millions of people in the world u have found each other and u both feel the same. we know u have problems everyone does! but u dont write it on ur LJ after hidin it from each other! :@ u tell each other . as much as u may think it will hurt them u need to get it out in the open ur gonny make each other feel worse an u will grow apart by keeping secrets. trust each other but tell each other the truth as u would expect to be told u truth |
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| 05:21pm 01/09/2003 |
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ok i havent been updating much cause to be honest i think theres only a few ppl that read anyway so i end up saying the same things to them on msn an then here! =\ anywayz im updating cause Sammi will beat me with a fish if i dont :O i went on a balloon trip yesterday it was so kool. we went like 2000ft high then bak down then bak an down into a field. me my brother an my dad all went up and we saw a guy who had a helicopter in his backgarden O.o uber kool. well that was like all my weekend oh yea Nicola gets bak today :D she was in Islay so hopefully she'll fone or drive down to see me . thats all my news
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| 09:49pm 27/08/2003 |
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OMG Inu's makin me update this an i only done it like 2 days ago O.o
rite well what day is today? oh yea wednesday. well on tuesday i played golf i played two rounds one in the morning an one in the afternoon. Nicola an her wee brother played in the afternoon an hes quite good considering hes only 10 yrs old. but it was very tiring an i was sooooooo tired this morning. but my friend an my cousin still came round to drink >< im the only 18 yr old so i gotta buy it for them an if i buy it i gotta drink too :p. Nicola came round later on too an drove us around a bit (i didnt get drunk) then i went to the BB which is like a church group for boys . ive been a leader there for 2yrs now an i like goin so im gonny keep goin for now. well that brings me up to just now
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| 11:09am 25/08/2003 |
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OMG uber kool weekend!! ok on saturday Nicola asked me to go into town with her, her mum and her mums friends to celebrate her passing her driving test! before we went we had a shot in her mums car so we speeded about for like 25 minutes it was really kool. then her mums friend came in an asked us to move her car up the street so we took that for a spin too an came bak an hour later :p. we went out to a few pubs an got very drunk so i just slept on Nicola's couch i couldnt be bothered goin home. then on sunday we took her mums car again an drove just about everywhere . we had it for like 2 hrs and then we went bak to Nicola's. it was so kool tho that we kept makin excuses to take the car bak out. anyways that was my weekend that was uber fun!!!
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